Sunday, October 27, 2013

Sunshine

·         Nikkij Madison: i know some girls love that look
·         10:55 AM
Sunshine: what look is that?

Nikkij Madison: bra w/o breast forms
Sunshine: oh....eh i'm kind of like whatever about it but my preference is with forms just not obscenely huge ones
Nikkij Madison:  wore c and d when i wore forms nothing bigger
·         10:57 AM
Sunshine: exactly....i'd probably stick with B or C myself
·         10:58 AM
Nikkij Madison: i am c now
·         10:59 AM
Sunshine:i think i would want to be a C or D when i start my breasts
·         11:00 AM
Nikkij Madison: wanted dd but doc said no
·         11:00 AM
Sunshine: why did he or she say no?
·         11:01 AM
Nikkij Madison: my skin need to stretch before i went bigger
·         11:01 AM
Nikkij Madison: I  have implants
·         11:02 AM
Sunshine: did they give you anyway to stretch the skin?
·         11:03 AM

Nikkij Madison: over time he said i might be able to go larger
·         11:06 AM
Sunshine: you can honey, it's really not too hard
·         11:06 AM
Nikkij Madison: i may
·         11:06 AM
Nikkij Madison:t hese were paid for by someone else
·         11:06 AM
Sunshine:*smiles* as they should be
·         11:07 AM
Nikkij Madison: yes
·         11:07 AM
Nikkij Madison:  still blow the doc
·         11:07 AM
Sunshine:*giggle* hell i'd probably get the doc's initials tattooed on me if it meant implants
·         11:09 AM
Nikkij Madison: a tramp stamp
·         11:09 AM
Sunshine: if that's what it took
·         11:09 AM
Nikkij Madison:i want one cant decide
·         11:10 AM

Sunshine: so do i but i'm saving that for my future owner
·         11:10 AM
Nikkij Madison: its awesome waking up with boobies
·         11:10 AM
Sunshine: mmmm i can imagine, i so want my own that it drives me crazy i don't have them
·         11:12 AM
Sunshine: so how did you hookup with the 2 bi guys?
·         11:13 AM
Nikkij Madison: Tommy the younger one was a house mate of mine
·         11:13 AM
Nikkij Madison: he was more st8 then
·         11:14 AM
Nikkij Madison: He invited me up for a weekend
·         11:14 AM
Nikkij Madison:I  actually haven’t left since
·         11:14 AM
Sunshine: gosh i'm so jealous
·         11:15 AM

Nikkij Madison: hes more bi now
·         11:15 AM
Nikkij Madison:s o is ralph
·         11:15 AM
Nikkij Madison:  much older
·         11:16 AM
Sunshine: i've always liked older guys myself
·         11:17 AM
Nikkij Madison: me too
·         11:17 AM
Nikkij Madison: they appreciate us
·         11:18 AM
Sunshine: mmmmm they do and they make great lovers
·         11:19 AM
Nikkij Madison:  they loved being sucked
·         11:20 AM
Sunshine:*smiles* yes but we love sucking them more
·         11:20 AM
Nikkij Madison: thats why they come to us
·         11:21 AM
Sunshine:*nods* it's why i could never be straight
·         11:22 AM
Nikkij Madison: me neither
·         11:22 AM
Nikkij Madison: the control you have when you suck
·         11:23 AM

Sunshine: for me it's the pleasure i can tell that i'm giving them as well as the feeling of their cock in my mouth
·         11:24 AM
Nikkij Madison: and you can control the o
·         11:25 AM
Sunshine: true but i never try to control the man
·         11:25 AM
Nikkij Madison: i try to top from the bottom all the time
·         11:26 AM
Sunshine: *giggle* well i can easily see you being domme with no effort but for me i just feel bad when i try to top from the bottom, except with sissies
·         11:28 AM
Nikkij Madison: part of my make up
·         11:28 AM
Sunshine: makeup?
·         11:29 AM
Nikkij Madison: topping from the bottom
·         11:29 AM
Nikkij Madison: what makes me tick
·         11:30 AM
Sunshine:*nods* understandable
·         11:30 AM
Sunshine: for me though once i feel a collar on my neck i become an extreme submissive
·         11:30 AM
Nikkij Madison: cool
·         11:31 AM

Nikkij Madison: you like collars
·         11:31 AM
Nikkij Madison: so do i
·         Sunshine: i just love and adore collars honey......easiest way to get me to submit is to put one on me
·         11:33 AM
Nikkij Madison: and a leash?
·         11:33 AM
Nikkij Madison: leash
·         11:34 AM
Sunshine: oh yes
·         11:34 AM
Nikkij Madison: love leashes
·         11:35 AM
Sunshine: so do i.....such a wonderfully feeling being led by one
·         11:36 AM
Nikkij Madison: me too
·         11:36 AM
Nikkij Madison: loved being led into parties on one
·         11:36 AM
Sunshine: never been led into a party but did get led into a club once like that
·         11:38 AM
Nikkij Madison: led out of fancy steak house once too
·         11:39 AM
Sunshine:*smiles* haven't been fortunate enough to be with any dominants like that before
·         11:39 AM

Nikkij Madison: my ex wifes BF
·         11:39 AM
Nikkij Madison: made me give up my panties to the waiter
·         11:39 AM
Nikkij Madison: then walked me out on leash
·         11:40 AM
Nikkij Madison: Ruth Chris Steak house
·         11:40 AM
Sunshine:*nods* i had a girlfriend once like that but she was too timid to ever follow through and make me do such a thing
·         11:41 AM
Nikkij Madison: too bad
·         11:41 AM
Nikkij Madison: she a sub
·         11:42 AM
Sunshine: yea it's one of the reasons we split, she just wasn't dominant enough to control me
·         11:43 AM
Nikkij Madison: she like Sunshine
·         11:43 AM
Sunshine: she says she did but she never did anything to encourage Sunshine or help me go further with it
·         11:45 AM
Nikkij Madison: too bad
·         11:46 AM
Sunshine:*sighs* it is but alas that's been my life at times
·         11:47 AM

Nikkij Madison: i would fuck you
·         11:47 AM
Sunshine: mmmm really
·         11:48 AM
Nikkij Madison: oh yea
·         11:49 AM
Sunshine: mmmm i'd really like that.....always wanted to loose my sissy virginity to another sister
·         11:51 AM
Nikkij Madison:mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
·         11:51 AM
Nikkij Madison: never been fucked then?
·         11:51 AM
Sunshine: no...played with some toys but never been penetrated
·         Nikkij Madison: ahhh
·         11:54 AM
Nikkij Madison: but you have sucked
·         11:54 AM
Sunshine: oh yes many many times
·         11:55 AM
Nikkij Madison: awesome
·         11:55 AM
Nikkij Madison: regulars
·         11:55 AM

Nikkij Madison: always as Sunshine?
·         11:56 AM
Sunshine: except in high school when i had a couple of boyfriends, it's always been as Sunshine.....currently don't have any regulars
·         11:57 AM
Nikkij Madison: cool
·         11:59 AM
Sunshine: *nods* it's almost impossible for me to enjoy sucking a cock out of femme unless the guy is really hot
·         11:59 AM
Nikkij Madison: never have actually
·         12:00 PM
Sunshine:i haven't since high school
·         12:00 PM
Nikkij Madison:cool
·         12:00 PM
Nikkij Madison:how old again
·         12:00 PM
Sunshine:31
·         12:01 PM
Nikkij Madison:cool
·         12:01 PM
Nikkij Madison:young slut
·         12:01 PM

Sunshine: hehe well semi young but definitely a slut
·         12:03 PM
Nikkij Madison: when did you start again
·         12:04 PM
Sunshine: technically i started when i was 5 but didn't really start dressing to be feminine and pass till i was 13
·         12:07 PM
Nikkij Madison: me at 15
·         12:07 PM
Sunshine: i think 15 was when i first went out as a girl
·         12:08 PM
Nikkij Madison: i was 19
·         12:09 PM
Sunshine: hehe i was 19 when i first spent an extended period of time as a girl
·         12:09 PM
Nikkij Madison:same for me
·         12:11 PM
Sunshine: i remember it was the guy who was trying to start a trans website and he invited me to stay the weekend so he could take pics and take me shopping
·         12:12 PM

Nikkij Madison: did you
·         12:13 PM
Sunshine: oh yes but i don't think he ever got the site up
·         12:14 PM
Nikkij Madison: so you sucked him all weekend and he bought you clothes
·         12:15 PM
Sunshine:vi sucked him, gave him massages, cooked for him, cleaned some, things like that and he took pics of me for the website and took me shopping
·         12:15 PM
Nikkij Madison:cool
·         12:17 PM
Sunshine:i tried to get him to get into a relationship with me but he had several girls that he was involved with
·         12:18 PM
Nikkij Madison:other t's
·         12:18 PM
Sunshine: yes, he was only into tgirls.....eventually we kind of shifted into this employer/maid relationship for about 5 months
·         12:18 PM
Nikkij Madison:cool
·         12:18 PM
Nikkij Madison:did you like
·         12:19 PM
Sunshine: oh i loved it till he lost his job and couldn't keep it up
·         12:19 PM

Nikkij Madison:when was thsat
·         12:20 PM
Sunshine: like fall/winter of 2001
·         12:20 PM
Nikkij Madison: look him up since
·         12:21 PM
Sunshine: yea, he eventually settled down a couple of years later but by that time i had already left LA
·         12:21 PM
Nikkij Madison:where are you now again
·         12:21 PM
Sunshine: south carolina
·         12:22 PM
Nikkij Madison: why did you move there
·         12:22 PM
Sunshine:didn't have much choice cause i went completely broke in LA
·         12:22 PM

Nikkij Madison:wow
·         12:23 PM
Sunshine: even ended up on the street for a little while
·         12:23 PM
Nikkij Madison: wow
Nikkij Madison:cool
·         12:27 PM
Nikkij Madison:how long on the street
·         12:28 PM
Sunshine: about 4 months
·         12:28 PM
Nikkij Madison: ow did you survive
·         12:29 PM
Sunshine:i kept my stuff at friends house so i didn't have to lug it around but mainly i went from one dry spot to another, showered at the sprinkers on the beach for getting sand off, and take every hand out i could get
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