Sandra

<sandra> hi beautiful 

<NikkijMadison> so are they nearby

<sandra> no, they live in Florida

<NikkijMadison> so BIG move

<NikkijMadison> are you free to do it

<sandra> they are wanting me to come and visit them and go through some serious changes...facial and bigger breasts

<sandra> yes i am free to do it

<NikkijMadison> they pay

<sandra> yes

<NikkijMadison> perhaps a contract

<NikkijMadison> do you want bigger boobies

<sandra> yes i do and i would like some more facial feminization...i love your breasts Nikki

<NikkijMadison> chin

<NikkijMadison> nose

<NikkijMadison> what other conditions

<sandra> yes , chin, and cheeks and adams apple...my nose has already been done

<NikkijMadison> will they pay you or can you work

<sandra> chin....just that if they pay for my changes...they want me as a permanent sex kitten for their house

<NikkijMadison> can you work in usa

<sandra> they want to pay for it..i guess that way they will kind of "own ' me

<NikkijMadison> ever been owned

<sandra> no...have you?

<NikkijMadison> yes by my ex

<NikkijMadison> 6 years

<sandra> how was that babe?

<NikkijMadison> good relationship good departure good friends still....

<NikkijMadison> i met her as jennie

<NikkijMadison> she helped transform into full time

<NikkijMadison> bf wanted me out so we split

<sandra> i was and am willing to be owned if they will help me become a sexier kitten

<NikkijMadison> SHE likes money SHE has lots of it

<NikkijMadison> He and SHE now have lots

<sandra> thats awesome...you had a gg help you transition then?

<NikkijMadison> i still lick HER pussy

<NikkijMadison> HER bf helped pay for my boobies

<sandra> meowww...that is what i have always wanted...bigger breasts and a prettier face

<NikkijMadison> what other duties

<sandra> that is very sexy Nikki...and so are you

<NikkijMadison> ty

<NikkijMadison> had contract with couple in Dallas for 9 months

<sandra> basically they want me to be a full time sex kitten for the lady/Mistress and he wants to pay for my feminization...face and breasts

<sandra> were you happy with the way it worked out?

<NikkijMadison> yes i am happier now

<NikkijMadison> my clitty get more sex now

<NikkijMadison> HE wont fuck you

<sandra> that is what i want Nikki...just to be more feminine in appearance and in my mind

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> whats holding you back

<NikkijMadison> you 24/7 now

<sandra> he wants to fuck me while i eat her pussy...he said he wants me to keep her happy when he is out of town but he definitely wants me on his arm when he is in town

<NikkijMadison> they on here

<sandra> im full time on week nights and on weekends

<sandra> i met them through here and now we are just through email

<sandra> Grant and Mistress..i dont know her name as of yet?

<NikkijMadison> i will check them out

<sandra> no Just Master and Mistress

<NikkijMadison> whats holing you back

<NikkijMadison> okay

<sandra> I just have to book a flight and go and see them. They said they want to share me with others once they have further feminized me...Nikki its what ive always dreamed of and wanted... i guess i am just a bit nervous about it

<NikkijMadison> its scary

<NikkijMadison> do you remember your first time out enfemme

<sandra> yes because they are very serious

<NikkijMadison> are you on mones or implants

<sandra> yes i do...i was in Toronto

<sandra> im on mones...they want me to have implants...how about you babe?

<NikkijMadison> implants

<NikkijMadison> so you not functional or cum otherwise

<sandra> ya you look fantastic!!!!!!

<NikkijMadison> ty

<sandra> actually i am still functional and i can cum a bit...its watery...i am fairly erect still...surprisingly

<sandra> it depends on how erotic the situation is

<NikkijMadison> ok

<sandra> if i use Cialis...i am pretty functional..lol

<NikkijMadison> i like for her to cum

<NikkijMadison> so will they cage her

<sandra> yes when the girl cums..its awesome ;)

<NikkijMadison> my clitty is her

<sandra> i dont think they want to cage me?...we havent talked about that...im not a fan of cages...permanently that is

<NikkijMadison> i call her --her or she all the time

<NikkijMadison> i love play with cages

<NikkijMadison> went to local club last weekend cages and short dress .... if i bent over you can see

<sandra> they are fun for play...they are erotic no doubt as there is ...no escape

<NikkijMadison> Tommy held the key

<sandra> meowwww

<NikkijMadison> i went home with two guys we know

<sandra> yes and you are hot..you are a very sexy woman

<NikkijMadison> Tommy did not give them the key

<sandra> Any guy would be happy and proud to have a kitten like you on their arm

<NikkijMadison> i love men

<sandra> you are so sexy Nikki...you make a wonderful and sexy woman

<NikkijMadison> so when are you visiting

<sandra> i am supposed to be in Florida in the new year. The couple wants me for January or sooner...they are mad at me for not coming in december

<NikkijMadison> why not dec for long weekend

<sandra> When is the long weekend Nikki?..Christmas?

<NikkijMadison> when you make it long

<NikkijMadison> lol

<sandra> lol

<sandra> i would love to hook up with you sweetie

<NikkijMadison> i know

<NikkijMadison> i will visit you in florida

<sandra> its funny at times as when i feel so feminine inside...i would love to visit with you

<NikkijMadison> feel feminine every day now

<sandra> when i feel so feminine, i long to be who i feel like inside..a woman and there are times when, i am with beautiful women..like you, a part of me just wants to be with a babe like you

<NikkijMadison> so you want tgirl lezzie

<sandra> its kind of confusing at times...to be or not to be...i have had very beautiful gfs in the past...my spouse was a top model for bloomingdales in Minneapolis

<sandra> I would stay a handsome guy..im ok looking as a guy..so ive been told if i had the right babe on my arm...i adore girls

<NikkijMadison> love girls on my arm now dressed

<sandra> that would be awesome too

<sandra> i am an "all or none" type of person i guess. I just thought if i transition and become more feminine, then i can have the best of both worlds

<NikkijMadison> i do

<sandra> but then again, just staying a boy and being with a babe who understands me...that would be awesome too

<sandra> i am envious Nikki...you are so sexy as a girl...i think if i could be like you, i would be happy and content

<NikkijMadison> try the deal in florida

<sandra> ok, ...thanks for your suggestion babe...i have longed for that scenario for ever but i know once i cross that line Nikki...there will be no turning back

<NikkijMadison> try a week then

<sandra> and i will love worshipping a mans hard cock...they want to trial me for a week but i know im not going to "like it"...i am probably going to love it...and that scares me babe

<NikkijMadison> so what keeps in canada?

sandra> there is no stopping this...as hard as ive tried, it just keeps coming on..the way that i feel that is

<NikkijMadison> does ex know about sandra

<sandra> totally..she is ok with it...she is a medical doctor and she teases me about it quite often

<sandra> she is also a Unitarian so she is pretty accepting of gender choices..her 2 best friends are lesbians

<sandra> how was your family with you babe?

<NikkijMadison> three sisters known since i was 17

<NikkijMadison> mom has since 21

<NikkijMadison> dad the same

<NikkijMadison> whole family knows now

<sandra> they are probably very accepting as women usually are very understanding

<NikkijMadison> 4 sisters and 4 daughters

<NikkijMadison> dad accepts .... has seen my boobies

<NikkijMadison> felt them actually

<NikkijMadison> my mother does now

<NikkijMadison> no kids here

<NikkijMadison> thanks giving will be fun

<NikkijMadison> one sisters hubby is Dom one is a cuck

<NikkijMadison> other sister is lezzie

<sandra> sounds like Thanks Giving will be a hoot..lol

<NikkijMadison> dad just said dont fuck his buddies

<sandra> lol...you are a very sexy girl and i guarantee they secretly want to fuck you

<NikkijMadison> never fucked two older sisters but have their hubbies

<NikkijMadison> i introduced Melanie to her gf

<sandra> really?..meowwww ..do your sister know?

<NikkijMadison> oh yes

<NikkijMadison> i have fucker her gf

<NikkijMadison> did so with my ex

<NikkijMadison> i have licked Melanie too

<sandra> Meowww and purrr Nikki, i am envious ?

<NikkijMadison> i think mom and dad were swingers too

<sandra> wow, you are living my dream sweetie

<NikkijMadison> dad may have dressed

<NikkijMadison> if he didnt he collected panties

<NikkijMadison> dad likes it when i flash him

<NikkijMadison> this trip he wants to spend the day with me on friday

<sandra> she dressed me as a girl at age 4 because she didnt have a daughter...so she dressed me often...only in a playful mode..nothing sexual of course but that definitely messed with my identity

<sandra> thats nice that your dad wants to spend time with his daughter

<NikkijMadison> if its warm well play golf

<sandra> i know that when i move and transition...i will most likely lose most of my friends and contacts....thats what has slowed me down

<NikkijMadison> well so be it

<sandra> its awesome that you can spend time with your dad

<sandra> he obviously loves you as you are his child

<NikkijMadison> my friends are the ones who like and want nikkij

<NikkijMadison> he likes 4 daughters too

<NikkijMadison> we might play with two of his buddies

<sandra> really?....that is so nice to hear Nikki

<NikkijMadison> well i hit the ball farther then they do

<sandra> you are a beautiful woman.....there is no doubt about it

<NikkijMadison> and will try to get to ladies tees

<NikkijMadison> and wear spandex pants

<sandra> lol...imagine that...being beaten by a woman

<NikkijMadison> so true

<sandra> you’ll be a major distraction you brat

<sandra> and men can’t concentrate when there is a hot babe around

<NikkijMadison> that’s the point

<NikkijMadison> men love booties

<sandra> you are such a brat

<NikkijMadison> yeppers

<sandra> ya...and wear a push up bra...and show some cleavage...the game will be over before it starts

<sandra> you know what makes men tick..dont you

<NikkijMadison> push up bra but tight spandex top

<NikkijMadison> yeppers

<sandra> meowww you are a real kitty cat

<sandra> you must get a lot of attention Nikki. You are a very sexy girl...en

<NikkijMadison> yes i love it

<sandra> and we know what makes men "think"..dont we ?

<NikkijMadison> they want their cock sucked

<sandra> thats why i want bigger breasts and a sexier face

<sandra> all men love head...is fun to tease them, isnt it

<sandra> I also like to be domed by a man at times as i do like being a "woman"

<NikkijMadison> ditto

<sandra> it just makes me feel more feminine when i am being controlled by a man

<sandra> kind of that feminine thingy and submissive behavior ..i like to portray

<NikkijMadison> i like being controlled too

<sandra> but i like my clit to be used..its such an oxymoronic situation at times...isnt it?

<NikkijMadison> i like to oil her for them

<sandra> i like being made to submit and do but i also like the 'boy' kitten or "clitten" in me at times

<sandra> wow that would be awesome...you mean you covered in oil? or doing them from behind with some oil ?

<sandra> or both?

<NikkijMadison> all of the above

<NikkijMadison> i oil her

<sandra> meowwwwwwww

<NikkijMadison> i have been covered in oil

<NikkijMadison> head to toe

<sandra> wowow Nikki, that is so erotic...it sounds so sensual

<NikkijMadison> it was awesome

<sandra> Whats that song by Simon and garfunkel.."Slip sliding away"

<sandra> lol

<NikkijMadison> all naked except for my cage

<sandra> The situation i will get into is interesting..i will lose my independence and i guess that is what is scaring me a little..are you in a cage often babe?

<sandra> i have to admit... a t-girl kitten in a cage is very erotic

<NikkijMadison> 3 to 4 times a week

<NikkijMadison> most ever is 2 days

<sandra> wow and meowww. I just want to submit-- ideally, that is what i would love...to give up control and just be a sexy kitten for the right situation

<sandra> i am so envious Nikki

<NikkijMadison> go to florida and try it

<sandra> you are living my dream..and most likely..my future destiny

<sandra> ok Nikki, i will but....once my face is done and breasts are done...there is no turning back babe...so its time i guess i stop delaying the inevitable

<sandra> i have always wanted to be collored...for real

<sandra> collared

<NikkijMadison> its fun

<NikkijMadison> worn tight chain all day as male -- just said owned

<NikkijMadison> when femme mostly 3 ring pearl choker

<sandra> meowwwww....my heart beats when i think that this will finally be my destiny...Nikki, i have only dreamed about it and wished for it until now..it is going to be a reality

<sandra> what was the publics response to it?

<NikkijMadison> well i wore the owned under my skirts

<NikkijMadison> like a necklace not collar

<NikkijMadison> choker was my real collar

<NikkijMadison> shirts not skirts

<sandra> oh, thats better...i dont want to be a public spectacle

<NikkijMadison> i was when ASHLEY wanted me to be

<sandra> really?...i guess i wont have that choice. They want to invest some serious money into my transition..they said they have 85k and they wont tolerate any more of my delays

<NikkijMadison> well

<NikkijMadison> what do you want

<sandra> so im going in the New Year...i want to be a sexy kitten..but i want to keep my clit

<NikkijMadison> so keep it

<sandra> but i know that once i step over that line...i will be theirs to do as they want with

<NikkijMadison> do they want it removed

<NikkijMadison> can you pay for boobs and chin etc

<sandra> so far..no. They want me to keep it

<sandra> But they want me to stay on the mones until i get there

<sandra> at this point in time...no..unless i sold everything i own

<NikkijMadison> will make your surgery go better

<NikkijMadison> whats your life line

<sandra> my house and car..which is probably inevitable

<sandra> life Line?

<NikkijMadison> someone that can help you if you need to get out

<sandra> wow, i didnt even think of that babe?

<sandra> that didnt even dawn on me?

<NikkijMadison> you need it

<NikkijMadison> have you discussed with ex wife

<sandra> no, i havent discussed with her much as i dont think she will like me "going away" as she will lose her freedom with the kids and all

<sandra> she is very controlling

<sandra> she is so controlling that she might attempt to have my passport suspended and i wouldnt want that

<NikkijMadison> So you were HER bitch

<NikkijMadison> can she do that

<sandra> yes, we had ids together and she had me looking after them when she went back to Med school and specialized in her specialty...i was her BITCH for sure

<sandra> i can cook and clean and do what most submissive bitches do best..serve others

<sandra> no i just want to be a sexy bitch

<sandra> that is why i am moving away Nikki...so i can be who i want to be

<NikkijMadison> can you work in fl

<NikkijMadison> as female

<sandra> and live as i want to with out so much scrutiny

<NikkijMadison> so you are done with canada

<sandra> if i transferred my license to the Florida state, i probably could

<sandra> i will be done with canada..yes

<sandra> threre are offices looking for part time  but im not so sure i want to stay in this field..Especially if i have to remain as a "guy"...grrr and pout

<NikkijMadison> during the day

<sandra> i just would have to change my designated "sex" on my license

<NikkijMadison> so go for it

<NikkijMadison> you need a fallback

<NikkijMadison> life line

<sandra> yes i could stay a guy during the day..i guess..and be a "babe" at nightwhat are you thinking sweetie?

<NikkijMadison> go to florida get your license changed

<NikkijMadison> get your surgeries

<NikkijMadison> see what happens with the two Dom/mes

<NikkijMadison> then tell wife

<sandra> ok, meowww, That sounds do-able...so have the surgeries and have my license changed to the new gender so that i have that as a backup?

<NikkijMadison> yeppers

<NikkijMadison> where in florida

<sandra> and tell her after all is said and done....meowwww...you are awesome Nikki...i wish i had you in my life years ago

<NikkijMadison> brb

<sandra> They said to fly to Tampa

<sandra> i will go to Tampa in the new year and ill let you know when i am there

<sandra> the idea of being a feminine slave is at times very appealing to me

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> what freedom will you have

<sandra> as i am more submissive at heart

<sandra> im not sure....i assume i will be allowed friends outside of the home

<NikkijMadison> do they want you to work

<sandra> when i asked them originally, they said that is ok with them

<sandra> no, they want me full time as a stay at home kitten for them

<NikkijMadison> have you seen their home

<NikkijMadison> pics

<sandra> it was /is ok with them if i have friends outside the home...no i havent see it yet…that is what i am com ing to Florida for..to see if their home can accommodate these arrangements

<NikkijMadison> true

<NikkijMadison> have they described it

<sandra> ive see their pics. They said they have 3 bedrooms nd it is nice?

<NikkijMadison> are they good looking

<sandra> That is why iam going to g o and see them and to see if we are "sexually" compatible

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> what will your deal breaker be

<sandra> he is very good looking...he has a very muscular and sexy body. She is quite pretty but a bit over weight

<NikkijMadison> your job will be to get her in shape

<sandra> me deal breaker?..hmmmmm..if they are too unreasonable with their demands...just because i am agreeing to be their sexy little kitten and undergo the procedures they have planned for me...i hope they are nice people and honest people...i am a very nice person and i am very affectionate and trusting

<NikkijMadison> cool

<sandra> i dont like dishonest people and those who lie. Just tell me as it is and what you want...i am a big 'gurl' now lol

<sandra> they said they want to share me with some of their friends once i am changed surgically and i hope their friends are clean and good looking...at least somewhat good looking

<NikkijMadison> and big girl panties

<NikkijMadison> what can you lose

<sandra> really nothing as i am willing and have been wanting to get rid of my male identity for ever it seems

<NikkijMadison> how old ru

<sandra> just my male identity but that ok with me, meowww

<sandra> 42...how about you babe?

<NikkijMadison> 40

<sandra> really?...you look 20 something

<sandra> you have the body and face of a much younger woman

<sandra> you are beautiful Nikki

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> see ya bitch