Friday, November 29, 2013


<sandra> hi beautiful 
<NikkijMadison> so are they nearby
<sandra> no, they live in Florida

<NikkijMadison> so BIG move
<NikkijMadison> are you free to do it
<sandra> they are wanting me to come and visit them and go through some serious changes...facial and bigger breasts
<sandra> yes i am free to do it
<NikkijMadison> they pay
<sandra> yes
<NikkijMadison> perhaps a contract
<NikkijMadison> do you want bigger boobies
<sandra> yes i do and i would like some more facial feminization...i love your breasts Nikki
<NikkijMadison> chin
<NikkijMadison> nose
<NikkijMadison> what other conditions
<sandra> yes , chin, and cheeks and adams nose has already been done
<NikkijMadison> will they pay you or can you work
<sandra> chin....just that if they pay for my changes...they want me as a permanent sex kitten for their house
<NikkijMadison> can you work in usa
<sandra> they want to pay for it..i guess that way they will kind of "own ' me
<NikkijMadison> ever been owned
<sandra> no...have you?
<NikkijMadison> yes by my ex
<NikkijMadison> 6 years
<sandra> how was that babe?
<NikkijMadison> good relationship good departure good friends still....
<NikkijMadison> i met her as jennie
<NikkijMadison> she helped transform into full time
<NikkijMadison> bf wanted me out so we split
<sandra> i was and am willing to be owned if they will help me become a sexier kitten
<NikkijMadison> SHE likes money SHE has lots of it
<NikkijMadison> He and SHE now have lots
<sandra> thats had a gg help you transition then?

<NikkijMadison> i still lick HER pussy
<NikkijMadison> HER bf helped pay for my boobies
<sandra> meowww...that is what i have always wanted...bigger breasts and a prettier face
<NikkijMadison> what other duties
<sandra> that is very sexy Nikki...and so are you
<NikkijMadison> ty
<NikkijMadison> had contract with couple in Dallas for 9 months
<sandra> basically they want me to be a full time sex kitten for the lady/Mistress and he wants to pay for my feminization...face and breasts
<sandra> were you happy with the way it worked out?
<NikkijMadison> yes i am happier now
<NikkijMadison> my clitty get more sex now
<NikkijMadison> HE wont fuck you
<sandra> that is what i want Nikki...just to be more feminine in appearance and in my mind
<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> whats holding you back
<NikkijMadison> you 24/7 now
<sandra> he wants to fuck me while i eat her pussy...he said he wants me to keep her happy when he is out of town but he definitely wants me on his arm when he is in town
<NikkijMadison> they on here
<sandra> im full time on week nights and on weekends
<sandra> i met them through here and now we are just through email
<sandra> Grant and Mistress..i dont know her name as of yet?
<NikkijMadison> i will check them out
<sandra> no Just Master and Mistress
<NikkijMadison> whats holing you back
<NikkijMadison> okay
<sandra> I just have to book a flight and go and see them. They said they want to share me with others once they have further feminized me...Nikki its what ive always dreamed of and wanted... i guess i am just a bit nervous about it
<NikkijMadison> its scary
<NikkijMadison> do you remember your first time out enfemme
<sandra> yes because they are very serious
<NikkijMadison> are you on mones or implants
<sandra> yes i do...i was in Toronto
<sandra> im on mones...they want me to have about you babe?
<NikkijMadison> implants
<NikkijMadison> so you not functional or cum otherwise
<sandra> ya you look fantastic!!!!!!
<NikkijMadison> ty
<sandra> actually i am still functional and i can cum a bit...its watery...i am fairly erect still...surprisingly
<sandra> it depends on how erotic the situation is
<NikkijMadison> ok
<sandra> if i use Cialis...i am pretty
<NikkijMadison> i like for her to cum
<NikkijMadison> so will they cage her
<sandra> yes when the girl cums..its awesome ;)
<NikkijMadison> my clitty is her

<sandra> i dont think they want to cage me?...we havent talked about not a fan of cages...permanently that is
<NikkijMadison> i call her --her or she all the time
<NikkijMadison> i love play with cages
<NikkijMadison> went to local club last weekend cages and short dress .... if i bent over you can see
<sandra> they are fun for play...they are erotic no doubt as there is escape
<NikkijMadison> Tommy held the key
<sandra> meowwww
<NikkijMadison> i went home with two guys we know
<sandra> yes and you are are a very sexy woman
<NikkijMadison> Tommy did not give them the key
<sandra> Any guy would be happy and proud to have a kitten like you on their arm
<NikkijMadison> i love men
<sandra> you are so sexy make a wonderful and sexy woman
<NikkijMadison> so when are you visiting
<sandra> i am supposed to be in Florida in the new year. The couple wants me for January or sooner...they are mad at me for not coming in december
<NikkijMadison> why not dec for long weekend
<sandra> When is the long weekend Nikki?..Christmas?
<NikkijMadison> when you make it long
<NikkijMadison> lol
<sandra> lol
<sandra> i would love to hook up with you sweetie
<NikkijMadison> i know
<NikkijMadison> i will visit you in florida
<sandra> its funny at times as when i feel so feminine inside...i would love to visit with you
<NikkijMadison> feel feminine every day now
<sandra> when i feel so feminine, i long to be who i feel like inside..a woman and there are times when, i am with beautiful you, a part of me just wants to be with a babe like you

<NikkijMadison> so you want tgirl lezzie
<sandra> its kind of confusing at be or not to be...i have had very beautiful gfs in the spouse was a top model for bloomingdales in Minneapolis
<sandra> I would stay a handsome ok looking as a ive been told if i had the right babe on my arm...i adore girls
<NikkijMadison> love girls on my arm now dressed
<sandra> that would be awesome too
<sandra> i am an "all or none" type of person i guess. I just thought if i transition and become more feminine, then i can have the best of both worlds
<NikkijMadison> i do
<sandra> but then again, just staying a boy and being with a babe who understands me...that would be awesome too
<sandra> i am envious are so sexy as a girl...i think if i could be like you, i would be happy and content
<NikkijMadison> try the deal in florida
<sandra> ok, ...thanks for your suggestion babe...i have longed for that scenario for ever but i know once i cross that line Nikki...there will be no turning back
<NikkijMadison> try a week then
<sandra> and i will love worshipping a mans hard cock...they want to trial me for a week but i know im not going to "like it"...i am probably going to love it...and that scares me babe
<NikkijMadison> so what keeps in canada?
sandra> there is no stopping hard as ive tried, it just keeps coming on..the way that i feel that is
<NikkijMadison> does ex know about sandra
<sandra> totally..she is ok with it...she is a medical doctor and she teases me about it quite often

<sandra> she is also a Unitarian so she is pretty accepting of gender choices..her 2 best friends are lesbians
<sandra> how was your family with you babe?
<NikkijMadison> three sisters known since i was 17
<NikkijMadison> mom has since 21
<NikkijMadison> dad the same
<NikkijMadison> whole family knows now
<sandra> they are probably very accepting as women usually are very understanding
<NikkijMadison> 4 sisters and 4 daughters
<NikkijMadison> dad accepts .... has seen my boobies
<NikkijMadison> felt them actually
<NikkijMadison> my mother does now
<NikkijMadison> no kids here
<NikkijMadison> thanks giving will be fun
<NikkijMadison> one sisters hubby is Dom one is a cuck
<NikkijMadison> other sister is lezzie
<sandra> sounds like Thanks Giving will be a
<NikkijMadison> dad just said dont fuck his buddies
<sandra> are a very sexy girl and i guarantee they secretly want to fuck you
<NikkijMadison> never fucked two older sisters but have their hubbies
<NikkijMadison> i introduced Melanie to her gf
<sandra> really?..meowwww your sister know?
<NikkijMadison> oh yes
<NikkijMadison> i have fucker her gf
<NikkijMadison> did so with my ex
<NikkijMadison> i have licked Melanie too
<sandra> Meowww and purrr Nikki, i am envious ?
<NikkijMadison> i think mom and dad were swingers too
<sandra> wow, you are living my dream sweetie
<NikkijMadison> dad may have dressed
<NikkijMadison> if he didnt he collected panties
<NikkijMadison> dad likes it when i flash him
<NikkijMadison> this trip he wants to spend the day with me on friday

<sandra> she dressed me as a girl at age 4 because she didnt have a she dressed me often...only in a playful mode..nothing sexual of course but that definitely messed with my identity
<sandra> thats nice that your dad wants to spend time with his daughter
<NikkijMadison> if its warm well play golf
<sandra> i know that when i move and transition...i will most likely lose most of my friends and contacts....thats what has slowed me down
<NikkijMadison> well so be it
<sandra> its awesome that you can spend time with your dad
<sandra> he obviously loves you as you are his child
<NikkijMadison> my friends are the ones who like and want nikkij
<NikkijMadison> he likes 4 daughters too
<NikkijMadison> we might play with two of his buddies
<sandra> really?....that is so nice to hear Nikki
<NikkijMadison> well i hit the ball farther then they do
<sandra> you are a beautiful woman.....there is no doubt about it
<NikkijMadison> and will try to get to ladies tees
<NikkijMadison> and wear spandex pants
<sandra> lol...imagine that...being beaten by a woman
<NikkijMadison> so true
<sandra> you’ll be a major distraction you brat
<sandra> and men can’t concentrate when there is a hot babe around
<NikkijMadison> that’s the point
<NikkijMadison> men love booties
<sandra> you are such a brat
<NikkijMadison> yeppers
<sandra> ya...and wear a push up bra...and show some cleavage...the game will be over before it starts
<sandra> you know what makes men tick..dont you
<NikkijMadison> push up bra but tight spandex top
<NikkijMadison> yeppers
<sandra> meowww you are a real kitty cat
<sandra> you must get a lot of attention Nikki. You are a very sexy girl...en
<NikkijMadison> yes i love it
<sandra> and we know what makes men "think"..dont we ?
<NikkijMadison> they want their cock sucked
<sandra> thats why i want bigger breasts and a sexier face
<sandra> all men love fun to tease them, isnt it
<sandra> I also like to be domed by a man at times as i do like being a "woman"
<NikkijMadison> ditto

<sandra> it just makes me feel more feminine when i am being controlled by a man
<sandra> kind of that feminine thingy and submissive behavior ..i like to portray
<NikkijMadison> i like being controlled too
<sandra> but i like my clit to be used..its such an oxymoronic situation at times...isnt it?
<NikkijMadison> i like to oil her for them
<sandra> i like being made to submit and do but i also like the 'boy' kitten or "clitten" in me at times
<sandra> wow that would be mean you covered in oil? or doing them from behind with some oil ?
<sandra> or both?
<NikkijMadison> all of the above
<NikkijMadison> i oil her
<sandra> meowwwwwwww
<NikkijMadison> i have been covered in oil
<NikkijMadison> head to toe
<sandra> wowow Nikki, that is so sounds so sensual
<NikkijMadison> it was awesome
<sandra> Whats that song by Simon and garfunkel.."Slip sliding away"
<sandra> lol
<NikkijMadison> all naked except for my cage
<sandra> The situation i will get into is interesting..i will lose my independence and i guess that is what is scaring me a little..are you in a cage often babe?
<sandra> i have to admit... a t-girl kitten in a cage is very erotic

<NikkijMadison> 3 to 4 times a week
<NikkijMadison> most ever is 2 days
<sandra> wow and meowww. I just want to submit-- ideally, that is what i would give up control and just be a sexy kitten for the right situation
<sandra> i am so envious Nikki
<NikkijMadison> go to florida and try it
<sandra> you are living my dream..and most future destiny
<sandra> ok Nikki, i will but....once my face is done and breasts are done...there is no turning back its time i guess i stop delaying the inevitable
<sandra> i have always wanted to be collored...for real
<sandra> collared
<NikkijMadison> its fun
<NikkijMadison> worn tight chain all day as male -- just said owned
<NikkijMadison> when femme mostly 3 ring pearl choker
<sandra> heart beats when i think that this will finally be my destiny...Nikki, i have only dreamed about it and wished for it until is going to be a reality
<sandra> what was the publics response to it?
<NikkijMadison> well i wore the owned under my skirts
<NikkijMadison> like a necklace not collar
<NikkijMadison> choker was my real collar
<NikkijMadison> shirts not skirts
<sandra> oh, thats better...i dont want to be a public spectacle

<NikkijMadison> i was when ASHLEY wanted me to be
<sandra> really?...i guess i wont have that choice. They want to invest some serious money into my transition..they said they have 85k and they wont tolerate any more of my delays
<NikkijMadison> well
<NikkijMadison> what do you want
<sandra> so im going in the New Year...i want to be a sexy kitten..but i want to keep my clit
<NikkijMadison> so keep it
<sandra> but i know that once i step over that line...i will be theirs to do as they want with
<NikkijMadison> do they want it removed
<NikkijMadison> can you pay for boobs and chin etc
<sandra> so They want me to keep it
<sandra> But they want me to stay on the mones until i get there
<sandra> at this point in i sold everything i own
<NikkijMadison> will make your surgery go better
<NikkijMadison> whats your life line
<sandra> my house and car..which is probably inevitable
<sandra> life Line?
<NikkijMadison> someone that can help you if you need to get out
<sandra> wow, i didnt even think of that babe?
<sandra> that didnt even dawn on me?
<NikkijMadison> you need it
<NikkijMadison> have you discussed with ex wife
<sandra> no, i havent discussed with her much as i dont think she will like me "going away" as she will lose her freedom with the kids and all
<sandra> she is very controlling
<sandra> she is so controlling that she might attempt to have my passport suspended and i wouldnt want that
<NikkijMadison> So you were HER bitch
<NikkijMadison> can she do that
<sandra> yes, we had ids together and she had me looking after them when she went back to Med school and specialized in her specialty...i was her BITCH for sure
<sandra> i can cook and clean and do what most submissive bitches do best..serve others
<sandra> no i just want to be a sexy bitch
<sandra> that is why i am moving away i can be who i want to be

<NikkijMadison> can you work in fl
<NikkijMadison> as female
<sandra> and live as i want to with out so much scrutiny
<NikkijMadison> so you are done with canada
<sandra> if i transferred my license to the Florida state, i probably could
<sandra> i will be done with canada..yes
<sandra> threre are offices looking for part time  but im not so sure i want to stay in this field..Especially if i have to remain as a "guy"...grrr and pout
<NikkijMadison> during the day
<sandra> i just would have to change my designated "sex" on my license
<NikkijMadison> so go for it
<NikkijMadison> you need a fallback
<NikkijMadison> life line
<sandra> yes i could stay a guy during the day..i guess..and be a "babe" at nightwhat are you thinking sweetie?
<NikkijMadison> go to florida get your license changed
<NikkijMadison> get your surgeries
<NikkijMadison> see what happens with the two Dom/mes
<NikkijMadison> then tell wife
<sandra> ok, meowww, That sounds have the surgeries and have my license changed to the new gender so that i have that as a backup?
<NikkijMadison> yeppers
<NikkijMadison> where in florida
<sandra> and tell her after all is said and are awesome Nikki...i wish i had you in my life years ago
<NikkijMadison> brb
<sandra> They said to fly to Tampa

<sandra> i will go to Tampa in the new year and ill let you know when i am there
<sandra> the idea of being a feminine slave is at times very appealing to me
<NikkijMadison> cool
<NikkijMadison> what freedom will you have
<sandra> as i am more submissive at heart
<sandra> im not sure....i assume i will be allowed friends outside of the home
<NikkijMadison> do they want you to work
<sandra> when i asked them originally, they said that is ok with them
<sandra> no, they want me full time as a stay at home kitten for them
<NikkijMadison> have you seen their home
<NikkijMadison> pics
<sandra> it was /is ok with them if i have friends outside the i havent see it yet…that is what i am com ing to Florida see if their home can accommodate these arrangements
<NikkijMadison> true
<NikkijMadison> have they described it
<sandra> ive see their pics. They said they have 3 bedrooms nd it is nice?

<NikkijMadison> are they good looking
<sandra> That is why iam going to g o and see them and to see if we are "sexually" compatible
<NikkijMadison> cool
<NikkijMadison> what will your deal breaker be
<sandra> he is very good looking...he has a very muscular and sexy body. She is quite pretty but a bit over weight
<NikkijMadison> your job will be to get her in shape
<sandra> me deal breaker?..hmmmmm..if they are too unreasonable with their demands...just because i am agreeing to be their sexy little kitten and undergo the procedures they have planned for me...i hope they are nice people and honest people...i am a very nice person and i am very affectionate and trusting
<NikkijMadison> cool
<sandra> i dont like dishonest people and those who lie. Just tell me as it is and what you want...i am a big 'gurl' now lol
<sandra> they said they want to share me with some of their friends once i am changed surgically and i hope their friends are clean and good least somewhat good looking
<NikkijMadison> and big girl panties
<NikkijMadison> what can you lose
<sandra> really nothing as i am willing and have been wanting to get rid of my male identity for ever it seems
<NikkijMadison> how old ru
<sandra> just my male identity but that ok with me, meowww
<sandra> about you babe?
<NikkijMadison> 40

<sandra> really? look 20 something
<sandra> you have the body and face of a much younger woman
<sandra> you are beautiful Nikki
<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> see ya bitch

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