Ode to Chantal

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<NikkijMadison> hey Jez

<jezebelTS> hello :)

<NikkijMadison> you being called Jez

<jezebelTS> there, we managed haha

<NikkijMadison> cool

<jezebelTS> Jez is fine

<NikkijMadison> what's it like being a tgirl in your country

<jezebelTS> well it really depends on what part you are in I suppose and what you want

<NikkijMadison> i am always in search of kinky sex and showing off

<jezebelTS> for good partying you either need to be in the Amsterdam/Rotterdam area's or go to Germany in my opinion

<NikkijMadison> and do you go often

<jezebelTS> not as much as I would want to haha

<NikkijMadison> do you get to be jez often

<NikkijMadison> Jez

<jezebelTS> there are some regular bigger parties like wasteland that are quite nice for showing

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> is wasteland like a bdsm orgy

<jezebelTS> work usually  gets in the way during the week, but I try to dress the way I want during the weekends

<NikkijMadison> that's what i did until 24/7

<NikkijMadison> always was femme underneath and always in the evenings

<jezebelTS> more a fetish "one look at that one" thing with some mild sex and darkrooms on the side

<NikkijMadison> hardly ever went out as a male .. for years

<NikkijMadison> socially

<jezebelTS> I can imagine

<NikkijMadison> so kind a like strut by and get hit on

<jezebelTS> how long have you been living fulltime now

<jezebelTS> yeah pretty much, I al ways got plenty attention there

<NikkijMadison> will be four years soon

<jezebelTS> never want to go back I bet

<NikkijMadison> i bet you do ... you get my attention

<NikkijMadison> you like to be leashed

<NikkijMadison> never

<jezebelTS> yeah I love it

<NikkijMadison> have no male clothes now anyway

<NikkijMadison> me too

<NikkijMadison> ex wife burned them all on her way out

<jezebelTS> when you did the switching over to fulltime did you do it gradually or just all at once?

<jezebelTS> ahhh i see

<NikkijMadison> quit my job worked for a friend as bartender

<NikkijMadison> got my boobies and never have looked back

<jezebelTS> ah cool!

<NikkijMadison> I was only male at work and hated it

<jezebelTS> yeah I am rapidly approaching that point too, more and more

<NikkijMadison> was sexy underneath but ...always wanted to come out to my customers

<NikkijMadison> more acceptable i bet in Holland

<jezebelTS> well, it really depends where you are

<NikkijMadison> would you go to Ams or Rotterdam

<jezebelTS> where I am, not so much. Legally yes, but everyday life is a bit different

<NikkijMadison> more business in Mass?

<NikkijMadison> where in Germany Frankfurt

<jezebelTS> I drive up to Amsterdam several times a year

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> i assume you like to suck and be fucked

<jezebelTS> Essen, or Berlin of course ( though never been there)

<jezebelTS> I do!

<NikkijMadison> do like her sucked or

<NikkijMadison> me i love it for her to be sucked

<jezebelTS> my currently still a cock you mean?

<NikkijMadison> i also love to have someone suck it

<NikkijMadison> yes i call mine her

<NikkijMadison> i assume that is a yes

<NikkijMadison> cool

<jezebelTS> well it is pleasurable and it feels good, intimate and sexy

<jezebelTS> but cumming that way probably won’t happen

<NikkijMadison> i also like iot when my MEN make me give her a hand job for them

<NikkijMadison> i can cum on command sometimes

<jezebelTS> so you can be on your knees stroking for them while they watch you?

<jezebelTS> oohh well trained

<NikkijMadison> yes

<NikkijMadison> i love it

<jezebelTS> very sexy

<NikkijMadison> my bbc regulars always want me to give her a hand job

<NikkijMadison> i also dress in pink for them

<jezebelTS> ah yes you were a big fan of that too. I haven't had the pleasure yet

<jezebelTS> real sissy like

<NikkijMadison> awesome feeling their huge in your mouth and booty

<NikkijMadison> sissy takes over when i do bbc

<jezebelTS> yummy

<NikkijMadison> normally strong but can be mush when i do bbc

<NikkijMadison> i think its the pink

<NikkijMadison> nails hands and toes

<NikkijMadison> all pink arrive in little pink dress

<jezebelTS> are they into bdsm though? most I have spoken too that were interested didn’t really like bdsm

<NikkijMadison> always pink lingerie and stockings

<NikkijMadison> pinks lips

<jezebelTS> hihi super cute!

<jezebelTS> with glitter

<NikkijMadison> pink bow on her

<jezebelTS> aaaw

<NikkijMadison> yes did glitter last time

<NikkijMadison> and pink leash

<NikkijMadison> put glitter on her after i came for them

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<NikkijMadison> and pink leash

<NikkijMadison> put glitter on her after i came for them

<jezebelTS> very nice

<NikkijMadison> cool

<jezebelTS> so they make you give them a show and after that it is all about them I assume?

<NikkijMadison> did three at a poker party. I was the fourth player

<NikkijMadison> yes

<jezebelTS> sounds pretty awesome really

<NikkijMadison> i love it that way

<jezebelTS> me too *blush*

<NikkijMadison> they came to the beach

<NikkijMadison> played golf for three days and poker for three nights and i performed for them

<NikkijMadison> i was really vulnerable when they left

<jezebelTS> their private little party slut ;

<jezebelTS> vulnerable? how so?

<NikkijMadison> came home and just sat in corner for several hours. they gave me a  jar of my cum and put my money in it

<jezebelTS> were you feeling bad about it? Or really alone suddenly?

<NikkijMadison> really alone....

<jezebelTS> poor baby

<jezebelTS> that sucks

<jezebelTS> in a bad way

<NikkijMadison> on  real high while there and they just left… told me to clean up the place

<NikkijMadison> i got over it ...

<NikkijMadison> they paid me well

<jezebelTS> thankfully :)

<jezebelTS> ah always good of course

<jezebelTS> how does that make you feel?

<NikkijMadison> bbc can be the toughest scene

<NikkijMadison> especially for a white slut

<jezebelTS> you get handled extra rough because of it?

<NikkijMadison> not as much

<NikkijMadison> one guy was real tough on me. The other two had to control him... was scared of him after awhile

<NikkijMadison> when they were done with me one night i was put in a cage

<jezebelTS> mentally tough too I assume, with situations like that

<NikkijMadison> they had a few women in the other room—party

<jezebelTS> cages, love them and hate them

<NikkijMadison> no one came in my room but i could hear it all

<NikkijMadison> i love to be caged though

<jezebelTS> love the idea, often the feeling too but I really need to trust someone for it

<NikkijMadison> so what's your kinkiest slut scene s o far

<NikkijMadison> Fred was new

<NikkijMadison> just got scary

<jezebelTS> oh only one on plays really. only action with more than one was when my Girlfriend and I played with a friend

<NikkijMadison> super so GF likes JEZ

<jezebelTS> lots of scratching and biting between the three of us and me enjoying his cock the rest of the time

<jezebelTS> yes, we're both bi so that helps

<NikkijMadison> cool

<jezebelTS> she is actually really supportive, even though she'd rather I keep the cock

<NikkijMadison> you play with other GGs too

<NikkijMadison> or are you just a cock hound

<jezebelTS> GGs?

<NikkijMadison> genetic girls

<NikkijMadison> i love to lick pussy ... i am real good at it

<jezebelTS> ah. I like man and woman and anything in between

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> i do love to suck huge cock though

<jezebelTS> yeah I like it a lot too

<jezebelTS> and that :D

<jezebelTS> but I haven't nearly the experience you have had I think, not by a long shot

<NikkijMadison> i love when i make HIM cum and then get HIM again and make HIM cum again

<NikkijMadison> i would love to own you

<NikkijMadison> do you dress often for HER

<jezebelTS> from what I have seen so would I ;)

<jezebelTS> mostly for me, but we both like dressing up

<NikkijMadison> nothing better then to find out that HE is huge and shaved too

<NikkijMadison> she is genetic right

<jezebelTS> "yes it's a big one "

<jezebelTS> yes she is

<NikkijMadison> i love doing couples

<jezebelTS> quite the butch attitude sometimes, super feminine at others

<NikkijMadison> and its cool when He is a she too

<jezebelTS> :)

<NikkijMadison> cool i like that in a woman

<NikkijMadison> sowwhat's up for you and her tonight

<jezebelTS> she is a hand full I can tell you that, a very strong woman

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> you don't want it any other way

<jezebelTS> oh not much I'm afraid. She is hanging out with a friend till late

<NikkijMadison> boy or girl

<NikkijMadison> lovers?

<jezebelTS> haha not really no :) I don’t do well with people that aren't strong personalities

<NikkijMadison> i liked when my ex brought HER lovers home

<jezebelTS> a man, not yet, but who knows

<jezebelTS> when You were changing or more like a cuckolding thing?

<NikkijMadison> i was always femme outside of work with HER

<jezebelTS> ah

<NikkijMadison> we picked up lovers together a lot but SHE love to cruise for cock but always brought them home

<NikkijMadison> i fluffed for HER

<jezebelTS> did she allow you to participate, to watch or did you have to listen from another room?

<NikkijMadison> thus my expertise in sucking cock

<jezebelTS> oh w that's awesome

<NikkijMadison> always was in the room

<jezebelTS> hot!

<NikkijMadison> sometimes i would sleep with them

<NikkijMadison> sometimes on my doggie bed

<NikkijMadison> sometimes in my doggie cage

<NikkijMadison> sometimes i stood and watched

<jezebelTS> sweety I am getting jealous now

<NikkijMadison> then i would get them up for HER

<NikkijMadison> After we were married SHE never sucked cock again or did anal. That's why SHE had me arounf

<NikkijMadison> SHE hated anal

<jezebelTS> but you guys eventually split up right, I seem to recall?

<NikkijMadison> HER BF now husband didn't want me around she they bought me out

<jezebelTS> oh my

<jezebelTS> that is wow

<NikkijMadison> he is into bois

<jezebelTS> ah, that's how you afforded the boob job I bet

<NikkijMadison> He paid for it

<jezebelTS> :D

<jezebelTS> that is my biggest issue right now, scraping together funds for the steps I have to take

<jezebelTS> luckily dutch health care takes care of some of it once you are into the program, but the waiting list is long

<NikkijMadison> if my MEN didn't contribute now well i make ends me

<NikkijMadison> wow

<NikkijMadison> so you want boobs will you keep her

<jezebelTS> and they only cover the basic, no bobbies or stuff like that, no perm hair removal

<jezebelTS> I want the full change

<NikkijMadison> i like my HER

<NikkijMadison> but i understand

<jezebelTS> are/were you ever on hormones?

<NikkijMadison> briefly when i got my boobie implants

NikkijMadison> then went off them

<jezebelTS> I have been seriously considering prodomming, Since I do have a sadistic streak as well, as long as it is the submissive type of man

<NikkijMadison> did said it would help

<NikkijMadison> cool go for it

<jezebelTS> it just drove you nuts?

<NikkijMadison> it will pay for transition

<NikkijMadison> yes couldn’t get her hard

<jezebelTS> yeah they do that

<jezebelTS> you must have had a pretty fem body to begin with then?

<jezebelTS> if you arent on hormones I mean

<NikkijMadison> i did and do ... look like my three sisters on i had a dickie like dad

<NikkijMadison> i could always wear their clothes

<jezebelTS> :) you found out pretty early

<jezebelTS> I stil l have to tell half the family

<NikkijMadison> at 15

<jezebelTS> I suspected around my 20s and always was into crossdressing and makeup etc.

<jezebelTS> and as years went by the feeling just became stronger until a few years ago I just had to do something about it

<jezebelTS> been more open about it since, but only told one sister so far and she was really cool about it

<NikkijMadison> me and me and two 10 and 11 came home from fifth and sixth grade and stroked our little dickies

<NikkijMadison> two mates

<NikkijMadison> my sisters love nikki

<jezebelTS> I was a bit later than that

<jezebelTS> lucky girl

<NikkijMadison> mom actually does too she wanted all girls

<NikkijMadison> dad is accepting now

<jezebelTS> did it take him long?

<NikkijMadison> a couple years

<NikkijMadison> he was embarassed

<jezebelTS> must have been tough

<NikkijMadison> actually i think he crossed dressed young

<jezebelTS> at least my parents already know I am a freak, bi and into bdsm

<jezebelTS> so what is one more

<NikkijMadison> true

<NikkijMadison> go for it

<jezebelTS> heh really, so it confronted him with some stuff then

<NikkijMadison> yes it did

<NikkijMadison> he loves to pat me on the butt now

<jezebelTS> giggles

<NikkijMadison> he lingers too

<jezebelTS> getting a peek in?

<NikkijMadison> rubs me sometimes to feel what i have on

<jezebelTS> oh my

<NikkijMadison> i do show him

<NikkijMadison> when i am in skirts or dresses

<jezebelTS> dons’t that feel awkward>? Or are you fine with it, showing how you have changed

<jezebelTS> ?

<NikkijMadison> i get goose bumps

<jezebelTS> the good or bad kind?

<NikkijMadison> i flash my panties

<NikkijMadison> not sure yet

<NikkijMadison> he's my dad but he does have a huge cock

<NikkijMadison> bigger than me

<NikkijMadison> if we did our relationship would always change

<jezebelTS> HAHAHA you are quite the type Nikkij ;)

<jezebelTS> yes, of course

<NikkijMadison> i think he likes four daughters now

<jezebelTS> not to mention the relationship with your mum

<NikkijMadison> sometimes i wonder about her... i think he wasa cuck when they were first married

<NikkijMadison> something changed though

<NikkijMadison> funny how things come out as you get older

<jezebelTS> some things you will never find out

<jezebelTS> it wasn't until after my grandfathers funeral that I was told that he liked twinks and had dates with early twenties boys regularly

<NikkijMadison> cool

<jezebelTS> I was like, "and you tell me know, I would have liked to talk about it with him"

<NikkijMadison> true

<jezebelTS> a lot of that secretive crap in my family

<NikkijMadison> i want to take dad out and get him drunk

<jezebelTS> see what he does?

<NikkijMadison> true

<NikkijMadison> shaved him

<NikkijMadison> shave

<jezebelTS> hihi

<NikkijMadison> give him a pair of my panties across the table in the bar

<jezebelTS> *evil grin*

<NikkijMadison> BTW .. you okay if I post this with your name?

<jezebelTS> totally fine with it sweety

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> i wish we were closer

<NikkijMadison> if you want to send me any other pics i will post them too

<NikkijMadison> if not that's cool

<jezebelTS> yeah if it weren't for the distance I think we could have some serious good times together

<jezebelTS> I have a nice leg pic, I'll send you that

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> often

<NikkijMadison> you would be on my leash daily

<jezebelTS> *purrrrrs*

<jezebelTS> all decent pictures :)

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> how often do you cage her

 

<jezebelTS> we used to play with a metal cb often

<jezebelTS> but not for the last year or so

<NikkijMadison> but not now

<NikkijMadison> you have a great booty and legs

<jezebelTS> we drifted a bit apart on the sex/bdsm bit

<NikkijMadison> she is harder now

<jezebelTS> no not now

<jezebelTS> thank you very much

<jezebelTS> *kiss*

<jezebelTS> yes there

<NikkijMadison> you would never be male with me

<jezebelTS> :) I just need to work up the courage to stop the boring office work I do now and live the lifestyle really

<NikkijMadison> true

<jezebelTS> I bet you are still looking at my legs hihi

<NikkijMadison> yes i am

<NikkijMadison> pulled her of my panties too

<NikkijMadison> out

<jezebelTS> are you stroking her for me?

<NikkijMadison> yes

<NikkijMadison> you turn me on Jez

<jezebelTS> pity I can't be there, helping you with it

<NikkijMadison> i should move to Europe

<NikkijMadison> true

<jezebelTS> :D now there's an idea

<NikkijMadison> what's the Tranny scene like in the UK

<jezebelTS> the UK is pretty awesome - or so I have heard

<jezebelTS> so much more to do in ways of kink rubber and such

<NikkijMadison> never flown to Europe enfemme

<NikkijMadison> only Mexico

<jezebelTS> the British are bigger sluts than most Europeans anyways

<jezebelTS> just more reserved about it :P

<jezebelTS> darn that must have been something

<jezebelTS> any reactions?

<jezebelTS> mexico even

<NikkijMadison> it was

<NikkijMadison> my name is changed ditto my passport

<NikkijMadison> but still a male

<jezebelTS> keep stroking

<NikkijMadison> customs was interesting

<NikkijMadison> i am

<NikkijMadison> you domming me

<NikkijMadison> so you are not touching her

<jezebelTS> were they giving you a hard time at the checkout? did you have to "convince" some customs officers you had the skills to be let in?

 jezebelTS> hmm you are right, haha how did that happen

<NikkijMadison> went on private plane so it was cool

<NikkijMadison> they know HIM

<jezebelTS> aaah

<NikkijMadison> not sure how i would travel commercial

<NikkijMadison> probably dressed down as not to distinguish if boy or girl

<NikkijMadison> my name will give it away

<jezebelTS> so like androgynous

<NikkijMadison> Jennifer Nicole

<NikkijMadison> yes

<jezebelTS> nice:)

<NikkijMadison> ty

<NikkijMadison> went by jennie early on

<jezebelTS> jez is usually my bdsm handle, not 100% certain yet about the name change, my mind is mostly set on Chantal

<NikkijMadison> cool

<jezebelTS> :)

<NikkijMadison> bdsm name for me now is slut

<jezebelTS> that is a nice one too :D

<NikkijMadison> i answer by it

<jezebelTS> just imagine you pulling in the leach, guiding me closer until you can direct me to her

<NikkijMadison> ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

<NikkijMadison> she needs you now

<jezebelTS> well trained

<NikkijMadison> what do you call your clitty

<jezebelTS> you can feel the hot air leaving my mouth, lips ever so close but just not touching

<NikkijMadison> yes i can

<NikkijMadison> goose bumps jez

<jezebelTS> then softly kissing the base, near the balls

<jezebelTS> I don't really name my cock

<NikkijMadison> yummy the boys

<jezebelTS> slowly licking upwards

<NikkijMadison> ahhhh

<NikkijMadison> you don't name her

<jezebelTS> looking you straight in the eyes when I reach the top, smiling

<NikkijMadison> ahhh

<jezebelTS> looking you straight in the eyes when I reach the top, smiling

<NikkijMadison> ahhh

<jezebelTS> playing with the cockhead, tongue circling it

<NikkijMadison> i love it when you suck her

<jezebelTS> my hands playing with you balls and taint, while looking at you, waiting, seeing what you wnt me to do

<NikkijMadison> i love it when my taint is rubbed

<NikkijMadison> awesome

<jezebelTS> it is pretty awesome:)

<NikkijMadison> yes it is\

<jezebelTS> it is pretty awesome

<NikkijMadison> yes it is

<jezebelTS> taking her head into my mouth, sucking just a little bit

<NikkijMadison> just laying back taking it in.... i love it when you kiss the boys and stoke her

<jezebelTS> and letting go again, licking down the shaft, licking kissing softly biting

<NikkijMadison> ahhhhh

<NikkijMadison> ahhh

<jezebelTS> moving one hand to your cock, she is nice and big isn't she

<NikkijMadison> pull my hair

<NikkijMadison> please call her a clitty or her .....

<NikkijMadison> she is no longer a cock

<jezebelTS> moves around a bit and grabs your hair

<jezebelTS> oki

<NikkijMadison> kises

jjezebelTS> moves around a bit and grabs your hair

<jezebelTS> oki

<NikkijMadison> kisses

<jezebelTS> kiss kiss

<NikkijMadison> she is close

<NikkijMadison> you are good

<jezebelTS> one had still on your clitty, pulling your head back by your hair, kissing you so you can taste her precum

<NikkijMadison> i am looking at your legs

<jezebelTS> oh I am

<NikkijMadison> yes you are

<jezebelTS> whispering, do you want me to take your clitty in my mouth and take it all in?

<NikkijMadison> YES

<NikkijMadison> do it now Jez

 

<jezebelTS> do you want to use mouth for your own pleasure?

<jezebelTS> goes down and takes your beautiful clitty

<jezebelTS> all the way down

<NikkijMadison> i want you to suck her and make her cum then kiss me and give me it back... then cage me

<jezebelTS> gagging slightly but managing

<NikkijMadison> i want you to suck her and make her cum then kiss me and give me it back... then cage me

<jezebelTS> gagging slightly but managing

<jezebelTS> hmmmm yummmm hmmm

<NikkijMadison> ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

<NikkijMadison> ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

<NikkijMadison> ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

<NikkijMadison> cumming in real life too

<NikkijMadison> almost there

<jezebelTS> same hmmm

<NikkijMadison> you too

<NikkijMadison> ahhhhhh

<NikkijMadison> oh god

<NikkijMadison> ahhh

<NikkijMadison> AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

<jezebelTS> mouth locked over your clit, not letting go until i get your cum!

<NikkijMadison> crumbling

<NikkijMadison> you will get lots

 

jezebelTS> same here, it’s a blast

<NikkijMadison> stroke her for me

<NikkijMadison> its the control for me

<NikkijMadison> no special name for her?

<jezebelTS> yes Miss (if thatis ok)

<jezebelTS> no special name

<NikkijMadison> a HUNK called my cock a her and it turned me on so much she has been either she or her since

<jezebelTS> awesome!

<NikkijMadison> my MEN like to call her her

<jezebelTS> i like how they trained you with the capital use too :)

<NikkijMadison> does it do anything for you

<NikkijMadison> yes

<NikkijMadison> very trained

<NikkijMadison> i am a great sub

<NikkijMadison> not a slave ever but great sub

 

<jezebelTS> it does turn me on a bit yes, not massively though

<jezebelTS> :D

<NikkijMadison> It will when your MAN does try it

 

<jezebelTS> love chastity lay

<NikkijMadison> yes

<jezebelTS> think of me when you get permission to unlock

NikkijMadison> will you get any when she comes home

<jezebelTS> no

<NikkijMadison> i will be honored

<NikkijMadison> so sorry

<NikkijMadison> will you break up

<jezebelTS> no worries.

<jezebelTS> unclear still, because everything else is awesome between us

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> you both play with others then

<jezebelTS> depends on how the poly thing is going to work out

<jezebelTS> yes

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> cool

<jezebelTS> were ,looking really

<NikkijMadison> male or female or t or

<jezebelTS> male female couple, t its all good

<NikkijMadison> cool

<NikkijMadison> will be running in a few

<NikkijMadison> don't forget to look for the post

<jezebelTS> nods

<jezebelTS> oh i won't forget!

<NikkijMadison> i am being the typical guy

<NikkijMadison> get sucked and run

 

NikkijMadison> sent you a friend request

<jezebelTS> my pleasure ;0

<jezebelTS> ;)

<jezebelTS> thanks!

<NikkijMadison> will you cum tonight

<jezebelTS> I would love to

<NikkijMadison> Ode to Chantal i will call it

<NikkijMadison> Ode to Chantal i will call it

<jezebelTS> :D *kissses*

<NikkijMadison> must run

<NikkijMadison> need to get ready

<jezebelTS> have fun!!

<NikkijMadison> lets talk again ... my turn to satisfy you

<jezebelTS> I would like that

<NikkijMadison> me too ...

<NikkijMadison> kisses

<NikkijMadison> i am excited... i can't leave first

<jezebelTS> one last kiss then

<NikkijMadison> kisses

<jezebelTS> I do, still here as well :)

<NikkijMadison> ahhhh

jezebelTS> talk to you soon sweety, go get ready ;)

<NikkijMadison> kisses